I’m usually NOT this insecure about my body, but the hormones have really been taking over recently. I haven’t lost any weight this month, despite only eating about 900 calories a day and burning 300 daily by taking a long walk in the evening. It’s extremely frustrating, and it’s difficult to feel confident when I see how huge I look in pictures. Additionally, I’m starting to realize that even if I lost some weight, the bone structure of my face wouldn’t allow for a more defined jawline. >.<; I’ve also been having a variety of symptoms that could possibly mean nothing – a summer cold, sore muscles, frequent headaches, tingling feet, etc. The sun has been tanning my face and body in a disturbingly uneven way, too. All of these may just be me being paranoid, but it’s been getting me down lately. =/
In other news, I cooked up something delicious last night! I forgot what it’s called in Tagalog, though. It’s a mixture of onions, diced potatoes, pork, white soybean sprouts, and patis (fish sauce). Look!
I also had some free time today, and deko’d my extra phone cover. If you haven’t read my previous posts about dekoden.. I suggest that you do to understand what it is, exactly. Unfortunately, silicone glue takes about 3 to 4 days to dry – but when that time comes, it really doesn’t budge. XD The black roses are actually earrings that were too big for my lobes. I swear the placement looks better in real life. :P